Unearthly beauty on Earth

A kind of unearthly beauty on Earth.

Yet, I think there is intrinsic and indisputable beauty in everything. And it is a human ability to perceive it.

No matter what, grateful to be here now, present somewhere sometime in the universe.

Shakotan peninsula, Hokkaido, Japan


Changes and wildflowers

Changes are free. Wildflowers are free.

I want changes and wildflowers.

I want all things which are free and relentless.


Lately I have been thinking that I need a big change. Not just a change, but a Big change.

It has happened before. Maybe this change is already taking place, yet I don’t really notice it.

How do changes occur?

Are we conscious of changes within ourselves?

No matter how hard we try is there something we cannot ever change about ourselves?



(Photo taken near Furano, Hokkaido, Jp)

The Moonwatch

The Moon is an astronomical object and the Earth’s natural satellite.

The Moon’s atmosphere is considered to be surrounded by vacuum.

The Moon has been or has not been visited by humans.

The most obvious manifestation of the influence of the Moon on our planet are the ocean tides.

During many years, mental diseases and epilepsy were thought to be caused by the Moon, hence the word “lunatic”(derived from Luna, the Moon, in Latin), meaning mentally ill, mad, foolish as well as lunar effect:  real or imaginary influence of the Moon and moonlight on living things on the Earth.


When Bowie sings Aladdin Sane, all I hear is love insane

I didn’t used to be a fan of David Bowie. I had listened to a few songs before, but for some reason didn’t explore further. He just seemed so Bright, so complex to grasp at once.

Things take time,  shining star.

I was really happy to discover this cozy movie theater here in the city, where they mostly show independent movies.  I went there a few times and shared my enthusiasm with this lovely guy in glasses who gradually became my best friend. “Oh I would really like to go, I would really like to go”. So we decided to go there and that was about when we started out romantic relationship. Out of curiosity, we decided to pick up something unusual: a documentary about David Bowie. Everything was magic and love and inspiration, and Bowie became our blessing angel.

From that time on I started to dive in David Bowie’s music and became quite in love with his infinitely creative persona. I just felt so much freedom and inspiration to be yourself and at the same time to strive to be the best version yourself.

“Hello David” I found myself calling Bowie in a dream. In my dream I was in some kind of very special relationship with the shining star. For some reason, I was apologizing, yet David said it was fine “everything will be fine, don’t worry child”. Of course it was a telephone conversation, so I couldn’t see him, but because it was a dream I had this mental image of him really really far. Evening, sitting in a chair with legs crossed and this huge window behind him where heavy rain was pouring endlessly.

It is amazing how we come across certain people and things. This dream just made me listen to Bowie’s music even more and no matter what be myself. Inspiration and magic are just out there to reach.


Asymmetrical eyes. Bowie tribute ~